Between
by Sara Hailstone
To her right, a stone
To her left, a pigeon inflight,
A Giza pyramid horizon behind,
Arms crossed, ankles crossed,
She's blocked off and guarded,
All black under an ancient sun
Beating down, desert dunes surround
The quiet heartbreaking clicking of
Her rib against a solid gold heart,
Beloved and wretched, outcast
And solitary in stance, no more
Feigned, “it’s okay,” pretence,
She’s thirty now, standing,
Planting roots, grounded,
Channeling and funnelling energy
On the other side of that
Earthy continent, open,
Livewire, lightning keyed jar,
She could place a firm palm
On her pyramid womb,
Massage the centre of her
Forehead, finger the silver
Isis pendant necklace
Glinting in that Egypt sun,
What a crow craves,
A family of pigeons lift up
Angle towards open mouthed
Camel caravans, Bedouin dune smiles,
Bared-teeth watchers,
Tourists vandalizing the
Tired backs of hip-boned,
Over-worked horses,
One lays oddly a kilter,
Slowly decaying under
That Egypt sun,
Stray dogs sleep under
Parked cars,
Her thirty self wants to uncross
Her arms and lay down beside
The dying horse humanity
Has entombed,
Graves, honeycombed grid
And remarking,
“They wanted this, to be
Buried here, it was an honour
To die here, to lay here,
Building pyramids,” she sighs,
Tries to tell him she
Doesn't want to die
Building someone else’s pyramids.
Between,
She sees later the
Beautiful buffalo medicine totem,
Synergy,
Between a rock and a soft space,
A Giza pyramid horizon behind.
Sara Hailstone’s writing is born from navigating the raw and confronting connections that living in rurality projects by scouring collapsed domestic landscapes. She is an educator and writer from Madoc, Ontario who orients towards the ferocity and serenity of nature and what we can learn as humans from the face of forest in our own lives. A graduate of Guelph University (B.A.) and Queen's University (M.A. and B.Ed.), she has recently finished her Masters in English in Public Texts at Trent University.