…Oh, of thine only worthy blood
And my tears, make a heavenly Lethean flood,
And drown in it my sins’ black memory…
John Donne, Holy Sonnet 9
I want to speak now, before time moves
beyond me, my voice lost to the living.
I have failed to help, failed to want to help.
Mute when words were wanted,
passive when I could have acted
in defense, in compassion.
I have withheld love, betrayed trust,
hidden myself away, afraid.
And this – I left my mother alone
when she needed me.
In my unbelief, priest and sacrament
have no holy power to forgive, to absolve.
I kneel and know no grace, my only prayer
contrition, my penance sins’ dark memory.
Drawn to the written and spoken word and poetry since a child, Diana started writing poetry after retiring from careers in music, theater, and executive recruiting. Her poems are influenced by largely by 20th-century poets, and she’s an avid reader of a wide range of voices, past and present.
She recently has started to submit work to publications and has thus far won second place in a contest by the Poetry Society of Virginia in the sonnet category. She’s also been published in the Virginia Writers Project literary journal.
Diana lives on a farm in the Shenandoah Valley of Virginia.