Jack Juggles Counterclockwise
by Susan Spilecki
a love poem for Jack of the Beanstalk
Jack, juggling golden eggs in the crowded loud
restaurant, likes the impression he makes, the women
rolling their R's in ecstasy between bites of fire, ready
to confess anything, their attraction to him
perhaps. Jack likes that. He dresses for effect.
His black bolero jacket frames a crisp white
shirt, his dark beard frames pale lips. He shaved
the sides of the beard to look exotic, dangerous.
I watch him flirt. I worry about those eggs
because gold is fragile. If he drops even one,
a whole earth, a sun will hurtle to the floor--
But he's agile, deft. He strolls from table to table,
careless and throwing off sparks, his body
a moving shadow, his face a flame in the dark. Behind him
spotlights pick out trumpets lifted in wild
rippling abandon. On my plate, the jalapeños
yip their agreement. In my mouth, my tongue curls
in pain. Jack catches my eye, mouths Beans
like it's a meeting place among lamplit cobblestone
streets, a stairway up to a little room with a bed.
I shake my head, focus on the eggs spinning
from hand to hand like a calendar steeped in glitter,
a souvenir from a sacrifice made from a great height.
Wise women keep both feet on the ground, stay
clear of precipice, cyclone, men in tight pants
whose legs scissor like a heron's. The trumpets pause.
In the ensuing silence, the golden eggs throb,
surge and purr like a fat guitar preparing the room
for a woman with hands like swans. Jack watches,
dares me. Were I wise, I'd slide out the door right
now, put a hundred miles between us, a road so long
and winding, he'd have no chance of keeping up or
disturbing my sleep. The glowing corona in his hands
hypnotizes, writes itself: a poem of seduction,
a fairy tale, a fable in midair. At any moment now
I will leap up on this table and dance.
Susan Spilecki teaches writing at Northeastern University and MIT. Her poetry has been nominated for the Pushcart Prize and published in such journals as Frontiers, Quarterly West, Quarter After Eight, Potomac Review and Midwest Poetry Review. More of her work can be seen at www.buildingapoem.com.