We dine en famille, dressed in
silent Sunday distress
united in hunger if nothing less
as the adolescent shadows close
our faces in candlelight since it is
past five on a wintry night.
How easily Father holds down the
heavy roast with a carving knife
he steeled himself as we four
are held at this table, neatly
tucked and buttoned like the
parsleyed beast, obedient for the hour.
Then the little one knocks the salt
shaker over. Our silence is broken,
our voices simmer. Shush now!
says our mother, let’s say
Grace before dinner.
We bow our heads to bless this
food, our hands clasped
flesh to flesh for which we are
grateful, in sideways glances and
the rolling of eyes, we give thanks
for the dinner, the fragrance
of lilies, the bonds that should tie,
in the name of our hunger,
AMEN!
The opera on the radio
covers the vinegar of our banter,
overwhelming the ears so that
nobody listens but each of us
hears the condescension;
We stuff ourselves on
yams with brown sugar
and garlicked green beans,
sweet savory calories
that don’t satiate our need
to be connected to each other,
a family out of rhythm
fearful of trust, our sense of
unity a pull and toss although
Mother has softened us
with the promise of pie
on the sideboard,
just out of reach. Tantalizing,
still warm and heavy
with peach.
It will take more effort to clean up
this feast than it did to produce it,
and the happiest resident may be
the dog under the table, content with
the blunders from above,
for one thing is certain:
it is the dog that we love.
Lissa Staples calls Denver home where it sometimes snows in June. She is a classical singer by training. Her work can be found in The Write Launch, Emerge Literary Journal (as E. Grierson), East by Northeast, and Unbroken.